Intolerable.

when one is in a group doing project works,
it isn't one's time he/she is delaying when procrastination steps in.
it's the whole group.
and when it comes to rushing for deadlines,
the whole team suffers.
so for those who always say i hurry things 1 week in advance of due date,
now you know why i have to do this.
the delay and rushing of the whole team is exactly what i want to prevent.
you see,
if the group finishes everything on time,
there's no need to rush,
there's no need for anyone to feel so bad and tired at the end of the day.
i really don't tolerate any lateness in work unless you have a good reason.
call me mad or whatever you want but this is how i work.
due dates and deadlines don't have to be there if you don't abide to it.
if you are doing solo,
do whatever you like.
but if you are in a group,
please,
be mindful and considerate to the others.
nobody has the whole time in the world just waiting for you.
everybody is busy!!!!!!!!!!

Silence.

'cause i am really not happy lately.

Taurus

when in love, a taurus loves the partner wholeheartedly.
willing to give in all,
stay extremely devoted,
giving chances and chances over and over again.
but once she decides to leave you for the better,
'cause she finds no point holding on further,
she will leave with no turning back at all,
getting you out of her life completely regardless of how much pain it takes.


if one day i decide to leave you,
don't ever waste your time trying to salvage stuffs 'cause it will come to no good conclusion.

Human Changes.

Him: "i want to go for a short trip"
Me: "when? Where?"
Him: "you can't make it one.preferably first two weeks of dec."
Me: "why are you tempting me?! You know i have got MST on first week and the rest are filled up for FYP!!!"
Him: "told you you can't make it. Heh"

Damn.
Nevermind i shall full blast my Genting trip and while he's working next year,
I shall go overseas on my own and tempt him like what he's doing now.



It saddens to see one change for the worse.
The world would have been more beautiful if everyone can be more understanding towards each other.

Boring.

stagnant blog.
life's been pretty mundane.
ever since school started,
everything just revolves around assignments, reports, FYP, training.
hardly even have the time for myself.
hardly even get enough rest.
glad i didn't work or not i think i would have died from tiredness.
and now, MST is coming up.
not at all prepared.
the very last MST i'm going to have and i really don't want to screw it up.
not going to attend weekday trainings till MST is over.
tests are way more important now as compared to training.
please don't force me into something i don't want to.
i know the time is tight for the upcoming event thus more preparation is needed.
but right now,
tests matter so much more than anything else.

River Island.

oh yes!
bought a new wallet finally.
not that i have been wanting to buy one when my old one is working properly.
that old one of mine had a sticky coin compartment all thanks to the melted rubber that i placed it in there for around 2 months and forgotten to take it out.
lesson learn,
never leave another one in any enclosed, humid area for long 'cause you're just asking for more trouble and donating more to Singapore's economy.
heh.

anyways,
was searching online for purses/wallets.
came by this and i have got the urge to buy it online.
but since training's timing changed,
decided to go out at night.
went catching the light up ceremony of the Christmas lightings at Orchard.
will update more about that when i have got the time.
most likely is when i feel like updating it.
HAHA!
am glad i went out to buy this.
much cheaper than getting it online! =)
love the compartments and many cards slots inside.
made my day even happier!
gonna update more some time later.



just wishing for everything to be fine and alright tomorrow.

Feels

Many times i keep things to myself.
Especially those negative ones 'cause i really don't like to make someone elses day lousy 'cause of me.
So many times i ended up crying alone to sleep,
hoping that everything will be well and fine the next day.

Lots of things happened this week...
And i'm glad i'm going back on track again.
Though...
I lost something and now i'm moving on alone without it.
Haven't gone back to the happy mood but at the very least,
I felt much better as compared to Monday.
I know this time round it's going to take a longer time for me to be happy again.

I need to grow stronger and i know i can.